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“I think we are done, lets just be friends” He told her.

He didn’t want to. This wasn’t suppose to happen. They are suppose to live happily ever after.

“I’m so sorry…” He repeated, hoping the guilt inside of him would simply leave him alone.

“…” She Whimpers.

They were good together, the perfect couple in fact, both were understanding and loving.

They were suppose to get married and have kids.

“I am so sorry…”

“No your not, you are a heartless being.” She barked back.

“What do you want me to do…” He questioned

“This is life, get use to it, feelings come and go.” He continues.

“You don’t even care or try, why did I even meet you, why do you have to hurt me like this” Slowly, she sat down, face still in her hands.

“You just don’t get it do you? This is the kind of world we are living in, if I could find the feeling i once felt about you, i would, but that’s impossible, when a feeling die, it’s hard to come back”

“Nothing is impossible” She said, speaking slowly and pronouncing every syllable clearly.

“That’s bullshit and you know it” … “Sorry I’m being so harsh, but you are being unreasonable now” His patience are wearing thin, and the only thing that’s keeping him in this room is the guilt that’’s still left inside of him.

The sound of her crying fills the room, her world has collapsed. He used to be her support, there for her, taking care of her, making sure nothing will ever hurt her. And now, he is the one hurting her. Is this life really fair? No, she knew life isn’t fair, but she just didn’t want to believe her life can turn out like this.

She can’t find any words from the vast vocabulary that she had. All she felt was the tears pouring from her eyes. She was so use to him come and comfort her when ever hear eyes are wet, but now, his just standing across the room, staring right at her.

The crying continues, he couldn’t take it. “你好自为知吧”He told her. He started to walk towards the door, as he reached out for the handle, the sound of cry intensified. He just couldn’t care anymore, he wanted to care, but he couldn’t. He turned the handle, pulled open the door.

One last look at her, sitting there next to the pale wall, the place where they once spent a whole night at, sitting there talking and simply enjoying each other’s company. That exact same place where they first kissed. All the memories flashed in his head, but he had to leave.

Walking out, the simple few steps, were the hardest ones his made in his whole life. The simple steps taken accompanied by the crying of the girl he once loved. Slamming the door, he knew, it’s all over.

Once again, he faced the door, and whispered, ”I am sorry”.She’s not going to hear it, he didn’t care, as he knew, even if she did hear it, it’s not going to make anymore difference.

Running towards the darkness of the night, he wanted the wind to blow away all his tears. He ran as hard as possible, for god knows how long, to a place he did not know.

Exhausted, he lied down on the ground, rain started to pour, maybe it’s god helping him to wash away the past. A wave of darkness washed over him, he passed out, but with a smile on his face. Because he knew, for the long run, for her future well being, he has made the correct decision.

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