Andu|Blog

When boredom kicks in, this is what i do….quite sad really..

TEN SOMETHINGS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: lol, have no idea
2. are you happy: mehish loh stupid school
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: chatting yea
4. are you bored: damn striaght
5. are you german: no
6. are you irish: no
7. are you french: no
8. are you Italian: no
9. are your parents still married: yes
10. do you like someone right now: lol, no idea

TEN FAVORITES.
1. store: Digilife
2. flower: Don’t relaly have one…sunflower? haha
3. color: ORANGE
4. sport: soccer
5. mall: don’t have a fav.
6. music: Hiphop,rap, rnb
7. food: Pizza and cheese cake
8. season: Winter
9. animal: Eagle?
10. state: ..Henan

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Xinxiang
2. hair color: black
3. age: 17
4. hair style: longish…
5. eye color: brown
6. best feature: rofl…me?lol
7. mood: meh..
8. skin color: a bit tanned…yellow…
9. available?: YESYESYEYS..i mean wha? hahaha, not available, busy.
10. lefty/righty: Right

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: nop
2. do you believe in love: hopefully
3. why did your last relationship fail: Because it never started
5. have you ever broken someone’s heart?: probz.
6. have you ever fallen for one of your CLOSEST
friends: um…prob not
7. have you ever liked someone but never told
them: yes
8. are you afraid of commitment: not relaly
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?: um..nop
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: nop, sif anyone secretly admires me

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust: trust
2. hard liquor or beer: neither
3. night or day: DAY
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships
5. television or internet: INTERNET
6. pepsi or coke: Pepsi
7. wild night out or romantic night in: in
9. phone or in person: person
10. msn or myspace: msn

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: nop, never gone out..
2. have you ever skinny dipped: hahaaa…no
3. have you ever done something you regret: hasn’t everyone?
4. have you ever bungee jumped: will never
5. have you ever been on a house boat: nop
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker:jaw breaker?
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: roflrofl…nop
8. have you ever wished upon a star?: nah
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: nop
10. have you ever had a hang over?: nop nop nop

This follow things proves my theory once again:

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1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its
just
for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her

6. don’t go hang out with your ex when shes
not
with you, you might not relize how badly it
hurts
her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re
done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss
her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your
girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and
she
doesn’t like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a
stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she
goes to
sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and
one
of
his t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or
sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! and
flowers
or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as
you
do when you’re alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If youre listening to music, let her listen
too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her
something,
even ifnits simple and inexpensive, it came from
YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your
birthday,
Christmas, or just whenever, take it and
tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make
her
happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it
may
not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes
her think you don’t care so call even if you can
only talk for a minute.
Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long
conversations every night but its nice for us to
hear
your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her wat she wants..

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are
girls cause she’ll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free
and u
should be free to hang wit your girl friend all
the
time

31.If u care about her…SHOW her!

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see, told you girls are troublesome…

I love this lyrics, it’s so meaningful and it’s so true, also’s got a nice tune, check it out…

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people’s hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it’s bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I’m loved when I’m completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can’t appreciate real love ’til you’ve been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye

I believe you can’t control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can’t appreciate real love ’til you’ve been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can’t appreciate real love ’til you’ve been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)

More and more products are roaming the streets lately, and they are getting wackier and wackier. Today when i was watching weekend sunrise, i heard about this product.

You know them sci-fi movies? when a person can get frozen and be brough back to life x number of years later? Well, soon that will become reality. A machine that can freeze you up and bring you back to life about 50 years later. Crazy scientist? or human race savior? I for one don’t see the point in this technology. It doesn’t increase your life span, just prolongs it… You will be locked up and relased back into the world 50 years later, 50 years later, all your friends and family will be drifted apart, you will be all by your self, and who knows, you could be coming back to a planet “infested” by aliens…Imagine, while you are frozen, our planet gets taken over by huge aliens, and they take you out as frozen dinner, microwave you and eat you like a piece of chicken.

I seriously don’t see the point for this wacky invention, but i guess it’s good for one thing. All the suicidal people can use it to skip this period of time where they hate and come back to a new one which they can try and fit in and be happy maybe… hehe

Another thing i stumbled across today was a sudoku thing…It’s sudoku on somewhere you least expect…

on the toilet roll, thats right when you are sitting there with your hands and brain free, and you are sick of reading the boring old magzines, then try this use up time creatively, excerise your brain by doing this sudoku. This cost £4.99 a roll and can be purchased at “I want one of those“.

Think about it tho, when you have to use it to clean your self…wouldn’t that be such a waste…unless you can do about 15 sudokus in the period of time you need to doo ur thang

The day till the end of high school is getting closer and closer, the work load is getting heavier and heavier, and the exctiment of freedom is starting to get hold…what does this all mean? … A friend of mine Sarah, wrote the following, on her thoughts about the last few precious days of our high school life, and i would like to share it with you all..

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[Sunday, 6 August 2006 – 9:44PM]

an eighteenth of a century

One hundred.

Haha.

That’s funny, don’t you think?

What is?

The number one hundred.

‘100 school days left’ it said, on your site.

Suddenly, you feel as though you are experiencing tunnel vision. Or maybe Time got a bit carried away in Cosmos and is, as of the present, being sucked off by Black Hole.

Or maybe my dementia is progressing along nicely.

Divide your age by two.

You remember that far back, no?

(If not, you’ll just have to bear with my memories for the better half of the next five to ten minutes. Get comfy. Get food. Get laid – though I prefer you not downing that bottle of Viagra while you are reading this.)

Nine. It was my second year in Australia by then. But that’s not important; it is not why I’m making you read this. At the age of nine… I don’t remember much. Oh wait, I do now. I remember Miss Chapman. I remember Ruben. I remember not being able to string more than a few sentences together in English that barely made sense. This, I remember. An ice cream factory, a Coca Cola factory. I remember a beach, a certain piece of clear glass eroded by the waves to a fine smooth pebble. It’s now part of another landscape, decorating a different geography. I remember a seashell, given by a best friend, long gone. I remember a piece of drawing too, the first one I could imitate to near perfection, the first one I was proud of.
That’s also disappeared. To the place where bogey monsters hide.

That was my most memorable primary school year and possibly the best year of my life in Australia so far.

You see, back then the knowledge of numbers was limited. There was a largest number; we did have a number that completed our number line. One hundred, to our unexplored, naïve mind then, seemed a galaxy away – impossible, unreachable.
But now, with our words of ‘eternity’ and ‘forever’ and our Sums To Infinity (S∞) in marching capital letters, our mortality has never been that much clearer to our conscious, that much closer to our hearts.

Because now, there will only be one hundred more days before school finishes, only one hundred more sleeps before we finally close another chapter in our lives, only one hundred more dinners prepared by mummy before we are thrown into the workforce and our assumed independence. Before we say our goodbyes, send our farewells and adios to the people we have grown up with for the past five to twelve years.

One hundred more chances left to create memories before we sever our ties and bonds with those who have seen us cry, laugh, smile, scream, swear, embarrassed and shy but most importantly, acted as our support base and emotional punching bag and comforted us in our lowest moments. Those relationships that transcend the importance of time, that are precious because they created impressions on us through experiences rather than through minutes and seconds.

Maybe, in one hundred days, weeks, months after we have gone our separate ways, we will have forgotten the faces of those whom we shared a brief but deep connection with, those who knew what our biggest fear was, those who knew what made us tick. Maybe in one hundred hours post-graduation, the mental construction of those who knew what made us smile, what made our eyes light up will become blurry. Begin to fade.

Maybe, in one hundred days from our parting, we will forget the face of that one person who made us yearn and hope and hurt in a way not known to us before. Maybe then, we will receive the salvation that we had desperately sought after during our time with them.

Maybe.

Who knows. Maybe we will find someone to fill in the chemical imbalance in our heads in the time it takes us to forget that boy, that girl.

I guess the answers awaits us all at the end of the road in one hundred days’ time.

See you all there.

[Footnote: This was written awhile ago after coming to Andrew’s site on the day that his ‘number of days left to school’ counter said ‘100 days left’. At the time, it was written more for me (as seen in the first half of the entry) than for anyone else but after reading through it just now, I realised I wrote it subconsciously for you too – the people who I have seen five days a week, every week for the past five years. Yes, I know. Almost as much time as I spend with my family (or even less if you count the number of days I stay holed up in my dark, dank bedroom roaming over my physics and English lit notes). It’s no wonder I’m beginning to get sick of y’all!

Read it. Laugh at it. Masturbate to it. Whatever floats your boat. Hope it does something for you, whatever it is your preference.

Goodnight, my insomniac chums.]

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P.S, credited to hui..wanton is actually a real word…in english..werid.

“Would all teachers and students please leave the classroom in a orderly fashion when the shinrin goes, this is an evacuation” This sound comes from the PA. Followed by a big cheer in the class room, thinking that we would miss out some time of the the period. We walk out the room like happy vegimites and little do we know, that would be the last time we laugh…just as everyone was walking out of the classroom, the big bang sound shook everyone, many girl screamed, and we stood there stuned at what’s going on. That bang was caused by a bomb explosion, few died, many injuried…a tragic….a horrific tragic.

now…*touch wood*

well, ok that’s not true, but that’s what COULD have happened. today after lunch, there was a bomb threat…we all thought it was a normal practice, but after 40min of it, we realised there was something wrong. It was a sick joke by some idiot. well, hopefully it was, as i don’t want to go to a school with bomb around the place >.< this is actually the first time that i have been in the vincinity of a bomb...well, could have been....werid..

Dear Andu:

You have been wasting so much time on the internet and since you have a period 0 on thursday morning at 8a.m, you will use all the time tomorrow to study for physics. And you will not come onto the internet at all, and the most you’d use the computer for is type notes to be put into the calculator. You better do as what I say or else as your conscience i will bash you up from the inside.

Thank you for your time

Your conscience: Andu

Signed 22/08/06 11:01PM

[  ]my fave color is black or red
[  ]i own a chain pants
[x]i wear black
[  ]i wear black eyeliner(make up duh)
[x]i have picture of me where i look emo

Total= 2

[  ]i used to cut
[  ]i have thought about suicide
[  ]ive cried alot
[  ]i am very emotional
[  ]if i dont get my way i throw a fit

Total= 0

[  ]i like rock music
[  ]i own at least 5 band t-shirts
[  ]i wear black bracelets
[  ]i like HIM, Korn, Slipknot or Metallica
[  ]Good Charlotte is gay [i don’t listen to them, so can’t comment]

Total= 0

[  ]i shop in HotTopic
[  ]i own at least 2 wrist cuffs
[x]i own converse all star
[  ]i own converse all stars that are black
[  ]i think preps suck( wats a prep?)

Total= 1

[-]i am depressed/been depressed
[  ]i have thought about suicide
[  ]i have tried suicide more than 3 times
[  ]i cut/used to cut myself at least 3 times a
week
[  ]emos rock

Total= 0.5

Add up you total’s and multiply by 4.
repost this
saying
“i am ___% emo”

That is my internet speed, obtained from speedtest.net hehe, pretty cool site if you want to check yours, just go to that site

lol, randomly found this song in my playlist, and thought it’s quite funy, so posting the lyrics to it it’s by David Tao

你有一种变态功力 让我失去理性
我像机器被你游戏 扭曲着情绪

也许你从来不了解 你的爱会让我窒息 我想你最爱的 是自己

Catherine 我不属于你 Catherine 我要我自己
抓得越紧 越抓不住早就破裂的感情
你不明白这个道理 你也不可能反省
只希望你能够了解 为什么我离你远去 我要找回被夺走的信心 Catherine 不能没有你
Catherine 也不能在一起 Catherine
或许我的爱真的不够了不起 都没有好好爱你
过去相依如今分离 都是命运而已
有一点痛有点遗憾 更多的叹息
Catherine 我要离开你 Catherine 虽然还爱你